Meet Meshah, a SuicideGirl who has black lungs, loves dirty talk and can’t live without soap.

NAME: Meshah Suicide

AGE: 21

LOCATION: Minnesota

HOMETOWN: Over the rainbow.

CURRENT CRUSH: Johnny Depp and Craig Owens.

SIGN: Pisces

CIGARETTES: I have black lungs.

MY DIET: Vegetarian

ALCOHOL: Occasionally

MY KINK FACTOR: Talk dirty to me.

POT: Occasionally

MY STATUS: Single

I WANT: Romance and friendship.

INTO: The Ocean, poetry and animals.

MAKES ME HAPPY: Art

MAKES ME SAD: Bugs

5 THINGS I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: Smokes, my sister, Red Bull, soap and my phone.

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